week 0 | sunday post-execution | shinssin

[speckling]

don't judge me i like this ce art too

[ the roof of the hotel is actually quite nice to hand out on? idk if we can be here but we know it's inconsequential for right now because we lose this hotel next week. anyway, despite being more tired than madara thought he can be, he calls out: ]

Shinssin-san, you there?

[ he has good hunches, shinssin has (?)-rank presence concealment here. or something. ]

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[shinssin]

[ He snarls, ] Because I spent all this damn time trying to save the world and died just to know that I can't even save a friend. Do you know how pathetic that is? Letting people die, making the same mistakes—there's nothing I can do to change my fate. Because I already know that nothing I do will ever amount to anything!

[ He clenches his teeth, and whether the next sound is a bitter sob or laughter is hard to say. ]

I guess I really was stupid to think that I could exist without that doppelganger, huh? I should just stop trying to fool myself into thinking I'm worth a damn because if I were, then Maya would still be here!